So let's se... I'm not the romantic kind of guy who would kill himself over an ended relationship, or go get drunk to sing out of tune for a love that has been lost or denied...
The thing is lately no tears have been droped... I can urinate over my feelings, but no tears have wet them since...well long ago.
Over the next days my life will suffer some awesome changes... I'll probably never see again the girl I had a life planned with (for 2 years and 7 months...way too much for a guy like me), I'm saying good bye to a lot of good friens, and a very special girl, I'll move out of this town and the most awesome-scarry thing of it all... I'll be an INTERN...
So anyway...I discovered this vacations the next things...

a)love
b)missing someone (actually missing the person, not the things she does, nor any other characteristic of that someone, but just missing her)
c)getting hurt (goodbyes suck when you are a "grown up" dude and you start to get attached to someone)
d)fear is not bad...it ain't good either
e)ego may get you to be better at everything you do...still it can make you miss great chances in your life
f)i spent 4 years in med school and yet... I know nothing at all...
g)I do have feelings...

I spect you to be as bored as I am as I nervosuly wait for my future to come.